Why?!

1) Everywhere I go I can't say what I want to say!
My mom is on facebook.
My dad is on twitter.
My sister is on tumblr.
I can't say anything that I want without getting in trouble!
I want to be able to go somewhere without being judged!
I don't even know why I'm so upset by it!

2) I'm alone. I can't stand being in this house anymore.
The only people I can stand at this point are my best friends!
NoaCTwasoM +1. Tati.Ashley.Abby and Dima.
Saying that I don't miss them and love them would be a lie...
My family is built up of judgmental people!
My father and sister are cocky and think everything they do is right!
My mother thinks I'm too emotional and I do everything wrong!
I 've never truly heard my parents say to me " I'm proud!"
of course they say it! but without feeling!
Next year, I'm leaving for college... and I couldn't be happier!

3) I hate being 2nd best! When I was younger my mom always said " Whatever Tyi, I'm getting you something of the same price." Why did that stop applying to me this year? I haven't gotten anything nice in a couple of months! I sleep on a goddamn blow up mattress for gods sake! She gets a new EVERYTHING! I understand that she needs stuff for college but my mom s buying her stuff that she DOESN'T need! -__- I can't take it anymore!