loser.

I'm a loser...or at least it feels like that sometimes...

Scratch that, a lot of the time.

Here I am venting to a bunch of people who probably don't care...
not that I'm asking you to care...
but still.

You know what sucks?

When you try to get to know some people, you know them for a few years...
and when you need them they blow you off.

YAAAAAY.

Or when everywhere you go you end up in the same predicament.

WONDERFUL.

Obviously I must lack personality because this sort of thing happens to me all the time.
I think I'm destined to be a loser.

I'm not EXTREMELY smart, but I'm a logical thinker, and I have common sense.
I'm not really pretty.
I'm socially awkward.
I think I lack depth...
or maybe I have too much depth for the common person in my age group to understand/care.

In any case the way I am now...who I am as a person...doesn't seem to be good enough. Ever.

Yay life, you're effing amazing.

gahhh here I am whining and complaining, which shows weakness, and makes me even more of a loser.

Oh joy.