Reason for not updating often!

what's up guys?
first off, i want to apologize a thousand times for not updating as much as i promise to. i feel horrible for always giving you the same excuses over and over again.
i've just been in a few positions lately which have left me with no energy, or even motivation to write. i got involved with a guy, it didn't work out, to say the least, and he just left me sorta...lost, if you will?
i got involved with another guy a few months later, it ended abruptly with us choosing to be friends instead. don't get me wrong; i'm glad he's still in my life, but he built me up and i had/have all of these feelings for him, and it's just that he's fine and i'm still kinda hung up.
but, anyway, i'm getting back in the swing with school, i'm single (i don't know if that's good or not), and i fixed the keyboard on my laptop, so updating should come a lot more often; promise!
thanks SO much for hanging in there guys; not deleting your subscriptions or giving me shit; i really really do appreciate it :DD
so, which story/stories you wanna see up next? LET ME HEAR IT!

xxmichelle
August 10th, 2011 at 04:14am