My mind is all WTF-ed

Hello there. I'm almost 15, and my family moved to this shitty place called North Royalton about six years ago. I moved from Parma, and I never wanted to move. When we first moved here, I had two happy parents, one okay brother, and two awesome dogs(buster and Sadie) Now, I have one parent at a time, zero dogs (except for the mentally insane one my mom adopted a when my parents got divorced), Casey, and one horrible big brother. I feel really unhappy about a lot of things right now. Mostly myself. I'm extremely over weight, I hate my body, my face, everything. I'm so insecure about everything around me. Everyone in north royalton is stuck up, rich, and perfect and it's making me go insane. I'm not not stuck up, fat, unwealthy, and very imperfect. Ive seen a therapist and that didn't help. So now I'm turning to mibba.
I'm terrified to start high school. I hate almost everyone in my grade and the drama is unbarable. I'm always afraid of being judged about everything like my weight. No matter what I do I can't lose. I think my mind is quite fucked up.
August 15th, 2011 at 07:18am