Back to school!!!!

So I have to go back to school tomorrow and I reeeeeeaally don't want to :'(!! I'm just soo not looking forward to it. Last school year was the worst school year ever. It was the year I started cutting bad, and got really really depressed. I'm so afraid that this year will eventually end up the same way. I don't think I will be able to stand that. It just about killed me last year. Ugh idk what's gonna happen this year. Anyway tell me how you guy's first day back to school went. And if it sucked tell me your story please.