Boy Help :)

Why hello there mibbians. I was just sittin' here, on the couch, wondering. I'm almost 15, gonna be a freshman. And I'm having boy troubles....haha Like, I've never had a boyfriend or anything....
Don't laugh! this is a serious problem! :( haha
and then I started wondering: WHY!?!?
but I think it's cuz of how I look or something. Well, I don't know. I'm pretty self-consious and I'm the only one out of all of my friend that has never had a boyfriend I think.
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AND THEN, I don't know if I should chill out more, or be more mature. Because I have a bit of a temper, but I'm afraid that if I don't, ya'know, buckledown, I'll get made fun of and all that jazz.

so HELP MEEEEEEEEEEEEE. i beg of you.
What should I do?
What did you do?
What do boys... Like?... I don't know.
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I need help. big time.