Not good enough.

Not good enough.

I look in a mirror and I'm like: datum I'm cute!
But then I feel a pit in my stomach making me look back in the mirror and I feel like I'm looking at a bloated body Ughly eyes, nose, smile.

It just. Ames me feel like shit. And I'm extremely emotional so then I end up crying. And then I just end mute for a couple of hours. Only putting on a fake smile to make my parents go away.

Damn I just want the feeling to go away, I'm anorexic I tend to cute on my upper arms, and just put a fake smile in the end. I guess I'm what you call a broken record, it just replays every day, *sigh* life is a bitch.

Really I think my life's theme song is Adele's new song 'Someone like you'

Hmmm well I guess this the end of my rant, cya. Thx for reading :s