I hate liking someone I'm not supposed to.

I like this guy, his name is Jeremy.

We have a lot in common, and he knows a lot about me.

I really like him, and I don't know if he likes me.

But he has a girlfriend.

Who he's in love with.

And our conversations usually go back to her, and it kinda kills me inside because I want to be the one who makes him happy.

He asks me for advice on their relationship, and I give it to him even though I don't want to.

He tells me whats happened in their relationship, and I don't want to hear it.

And I lie to him, every fucking time we talk about her. I hate lying, but I would hate having him know the truth more.

I always say "I hope it works out between you two," or "I'm happy for you." but I'm lying. And i don't want to lie to him, i just have to.

I don't want them to break up, I don't want him to magically like me or something.

I just want him to realize it hurts me.

I don't want to hurt either of them, i just don't know what to do.

I don't know if i should give up on him, or keep trying.

It sucks liking someone with a girlfriend.

It sucks liking someone you're not supposed to.