useless entry.

I can't hug my mom, and she complains if I link arms with her. "Ohhh I'm in so much pain don't touch me."

today I hugged my dad tightly as a thanks for being nice to me and his back gave out. He puked, got a migraine, then started complaining the rest of the day.

I am legally a cripple. If I dropped out of school right now, I could go on disability. But you know what? I'd rather do something with myself. I don't let myself stop just because I'm physically impaired. I don't let it get to me at all, sometimes.

Today, I was texting people to get away from my parents' complaints as they cooked (I often do the cooking and a majority of the cleaning whether my mom admits to it or not) and did dishes. You know what they said?

J: "I'm with the fam. bye"
D: "Sorry i got caught up in shopping ffor school books and just being with my family <YFAIL </3>"
E: "sorry I'm hanging out with my family."
M: "Hanging with family" (doesn't text back)

Happy families make me sad.

All I want is to love them, and I can't.
they don't want me to to begin with.

I want a hug.
But remember?

I can't ever have one.