You are the one i will remember

There are people in life that leave footprints on your heart and in your memories and these people are the ones you remember and or care about the most. Sometimes these people are the ones that hurt you the most that break your heart. So why do they do it and what reason is it for?

My life has always had people that hurt me and make me so sad sometime i just want the world to suck me into the darkness where i can be alone me, my thoughts and only me to trust. Sometimes i feel that the only person i can trust is the me. Yes i am talking about someone that has been in my life for a long time, he meant everything to me and he hurt me in the most inconvenient way. Me and him used to be quite close we could talk to each other about everything but now its like were strangers and i don't know who he has turned into but the man that stands before me is just another person its like i can't recognize him anymore. I just want the real one back the one that meant something to me. The one i cared for but the scary things is i don't think hes is coming back and now all that's left of him is the memories which i will never forget.