Thoughts

Alienated and alone
It's no one's fault but my own.
Annoyingly dramatic,
Totally erractic,
Are just some of my many qualities.

I am to please
But I just fail miserably.
(Yeah) I just fail miserably!

I have severe depression,
My thoughts are constantly under suppression,
I talk too much,
And I fail at relationships and such.

I aim to be the best friend
But all my friends just leave me in the end
(Yeah) They leave me in the end!

I know it's my fault.
It's always my fault.

I try to fake and pretend
Sayin' my heart and mind are on the mend
But my evil demons always rear their ugly head.

I try my best to keep them in
But they know what buttons to press
Always bringin' me down in success
(Yeah) Always bringin' me down in success!

I don't want to be this way
But this is me unfortunately
Deal or leave me be!