Heartbreak, earthquake, and Hurricane Irene all in the same week...great

This sucks. First the ground shakes for what seems like forever. Then, the hurricane's just landed here. Then, I have my boyfriend break up with me all in the span of a week.

I swear the friggin' apocalypse is here. I hope death comes soon so I can't suffer anymore. I've lost interest in all my stories..extreme writers block. School is Monday too I forgot...crap!

I have the worst anxiety, paranoia, and depression I've ever felt. I feel like someone is punching me in the heart over and over again. I thought I had gotten past my dark times. I guess not. Won't be long until I have the guts to pick up the knife again. I can't wait to feel some form of relief. Maybe I could get sent away again. That would be fine with me.

Bleh, so much so fast. I don't know what to do.

xoxo
-Cellophane Imploder