It's sad that I feel like Mibba is the only place I can talk to people and they actually care.

I genuinely feel like I have NO ONE that cares about how I feel anymore. I tell my really close friends about what just happened to me and they say "Sorry, I love you" then completely change the subject.

It seems every single relationship I have is about the other person. I'm continually the person who hears other people's problems and tries my best to help them solve it. Never am I the one who gets to vent and get advice.

And I feel like my friendships with these people are true. But I'm also seeing that they may be more one-sided than I've ever seen before.

And no one will probably comment on this and I'll feel more like shit than before.
September 2nd, 2011 at 02:30am