Me my self and I that is all it will ever be

Fuck this fucking place fuck this fucking universe fuck everything that exists I try to stay strong and just take it but I just can't. sometimes ending it sounds good so good in fact I go as far as the point of no return and stop. Just a taste of death makes everything so good I'm alone and I will always be alone. Spending my last days alone just me to think and talk. I have no one to talk to without consequences.  It seams silly but until you walk into my shoes you don't know I hate myself and what I turned into and I have acted but Ive gone to far to stop.