Reasons to why I just dont care...

I don't care about how I look because if I'm happy with myself that all that matters.

My mom seems to fail to understand this so she has to constantly point out my flaws because I'm not as "pretty" or "girly" as her "friends" daughters.

So "mother dear" I'll show you why I just don't give two F***s..

1) I have friends and OTHER family who love me for who I am no matter how I look. No matter what.

2) I never cared about what other f***ing people thought about me. I don't know them. They don't know me. So if they want nothing to do with me then...oh well. I never liked having a lot of people around me anyway. For that matter mother. I hate them.

3) I realize I have f***ing acne. Once again. I. Dont. Give. A. F***. and once AGAIN. I never will. I forget to wash my face. why? Cause I dont care. I'll have marks on my face ten years from now? Oh well. I dont care."You'll be saying your mother was right!" No...I'll be saying "I don't care..."

4) I'm alittle over weight. I f***ing get it. Its only by 10 pounds. If I was about to die I'll worry about it...I realize I need to eat better. I do and I have. So every once in a while I want to treat myself...so you have to call me fat? Or "you dont need that!"? Once again...if people think I'm fat. I dont care.People care f*** off. Its my problem what they think.

5) You've been putting my down for so long I already think I'm some ugly f***ing monster. So I've pretty much given up.

So "mother" please, just leave me alone. I'm not worried about your "friends" or they're cock sucking daughters.

So please just do me a f***ing favor and f*** off.

Ps. I'll print this out and leave it at your bedside since you keep coming in and out of here to see what I'm doing.

Love,

Your Monster Daughter

Courtney <3

xoxo