Anger

I'm finding I can't deal with people anymore. Everyone seems to be irritating me, I mean, I love them to death, but I really wish they would leave me the f alone. Maybe its the result of being alone with no one I really know, in a place I really don't want to be....I'm afraid I'm becoming bitter, at least for the moment. I feel as wound up as a squirrel, I can't make my mind shut up for five seconds to let me enjoy the world...Staying cooped up in my room can't be helping either and my attempts to find a friend seem to be failing....being alone really sucks....I hate feeling like this. But I know it will get better. The transition is going to kill me, but I'll be alright in the end. If I'm not, then its not the end right?
September 5th, 2011 at 05:56am