Growing Up.

As of today, I have officially moved out.

I was staying with my boyfriends family the past few weeks as he hadn't seem them in months.

So today we finally got to Huddersfield, where we are living now.
I guess I am happy.
I am happy but really scared & nervous as to be expected.
Just worrying about usual stuff like money & actually having a proper job rather than working for a member of family etc.

As for writing, well I've been trying.
I've been reading a little too.
But right now with all these changes my mind is..............somewhere up in the clouds.

I'm trying to get inspired, motivated, something, anything.
I just feel a little like hazy and stuff.
I guess it's because everything has gone so fast, I've moved from one country to another, one apartment, to a house then to another apartment.
So I've been all over the place recently.

I'm sorry to anyone who was waiting for me to write.
I really have been trying, to the point of frustration I have tried.

I guess I need to take some time out for myself a bit to relax and kinda, come around to everything.
I need to adjust and like..........figure out where I am.
It's like I know where I am but everything has went so fast it could easily be a dream.

So I might take a week or something out from everything and just read.
Just read some inspiring works by Oscar Wilde & get back to my old self.

I'm trying to write this poem about someone I use to know who I guess, I looked up to at one stage & they turned out to be just weak and not who I thought they were.
So hopefully when I do get inspired I can finally write it.
I have the idea, it's just the words I'm having trouble with.

Anyway,
hopefully I will back on soon & posting stories, poetry, journals etc.
Wish me luck, I love you guys xxxxxx