Things of the Mind.

So I'm tired of bull.

I'm tired of it. I'm ready to leave petty dramma behind and enjoy life. I'm so sick of worrying what everyone thinks about me.

What if I do this wrong?

What if this happens?

BLAH BLAH BLAH it's all so boring. So uninteresting.

I want to lead a life that they will teach in history classes. That's my new goal, live a life so amazing and interesting people will want to learn it, to hear about it.

Maybe I don't even want to be that.

I don't really know. I have a massive feeling of uncertainty, but certainty at the same time. It doesn't make sense but things of the mind rarely do.