breathe me

i've lost the will to live, i just don't want to die.
where is my mind, i've lost myself,
i want things to make sense
i want to be happy.
i just want to sleep
sing me to sleep
i'm tired and i want to go to bed

why do i do this
can't i be a normal girl

my heart is so heavy, everyone is screaming at me, i just want quiet.
please let me sleep
i'm so scared,
animals are hiding in my mind
ready to pounce and eat me
i'm losing myself
where am i

i just want to be happy