Lost

I miss the people ive lost to death. 2 of my loved ones have within 2wks of eachother. At first i didnt knw what to do with myself but now i realize they will always be in heart & as the bad memories fade & the happy ones come flooding back. I realised i had so much to say. now all it i can say is I LOVE YOU. YOU WERE READY, YOUR PAIN IS GONE, YOUR HANDS ARE TIED & THE ONES WE LOVE ARE HERE WITH ME. I MISS YOU. & I'll SEE YOU WHEN HE LETS ME. WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE SO FAR AWAY?