what should I do? homecoming

Homecoming is coming up... I really don't want to go. I'm real really self consious of every thing about myself. And my friends are all like "why don't you wanna go? Let's have some fun! You never wanna do anything." But they don't understand. They are all skinny and happy and full of life and fun. Then there's me: chubby Becca. Have to go buy a size 1000000 dress. I'll probably end up not doing anything but standing in the corner. And I don't want to be that annoying freshman in a room of upperclassmen. I think everyones going with someone to.

I don't wanna stop them from having fun of I'm dragging them down with me. And they always ask why I don't wanna go. But I don't wanna say "uhhh cause I'm fat as a mo fo. "

So mibba, what the heck should I do?
September 13th, 2011 at 05:19am