To daddy, with love. I hate you.

I can't believe I still live with you. I can't believe you're the only parent I have now. It means I have no one on my side. No one who cares about me pursuing my own hapiness. All you care about is what people think of me as a reflection on you. Don't you realise that none of your children love you. Don't you realise that all those years telling us we suck, telling us that we've failed and that all you care about is an A has finally gotten back at you. Don't you realise that all of your children hate you? I wish you knew that the only reason we still want you around is because we enjoy the big-screen t.v and the enormous computer. We like having internet and satelite television. If you died today that's what we'd cry for and not for you.

Congradulations for being distant
For being emotionless
For being a non-father
For being the guy that fucks up our day just by showing up

But on the other hand

Thanks for giving us an enemy
Thanks for giving us something to unite against
Thanks for making us realise what a parent should not be to their kids
Thanks for not caring because otherwise I wouldn't have all that gay porn on my laptop
Thanks for not listening because if I hadn't been the one to decide not to kill myself, I'm sure I'd be dead by now
Thanks for ignoring my dreams, cause now I'm just that much more determined