life...

so im now a divored single mother of a little boy, who is my life, and im going to school full time. everytime i think of Jimmy i wanna break down and cry idk why but lately he has been on my mind. as for school, i have a love hate realtionship with it, i love the people i have in my class and being able to sign to others instead of having to talk all the time, but i hate leaving my son for countless hours and not getting able to even feed,bathe or put him to bed, and when im at home i have hrs of hw on the weekends. life is kicking me in the ass and im fucking fed up, i sick of leavin my child for classes tat are kicking my ass when i could be home spending time and taking care of him and im sick of crying at every little thing tat happens. i need help and idk where to turn, i have no one but my parents who can only help so much, my son who is only 15 months old and is very moody and my best friend and brother who i rarely see or talk to. FML just FML