Lost

I walk and walk while the snow keeps falling.I can't stop to think about anything.
My mind races with thoughts.I am lost trying to find a way.
Every precious moment disappeared like a erased message you can't get back.
You gave up when i stood and tried.
All this work i put in wasn't enough..Look at you now.
You are a free person who can and is doing whatever you feel.
Did you mean it when you...
Kissed me
Hugged me
and when you said " I Love You"
I finally stop walking i turn and think "is this worth my tears is it worth me trying"
I finally turn around and realize "even though i loved you and i meant whatever i sai to you i can't keep trying if you won't either.This will Hurt me Very much but it's whats best for ME"
One last tears drops in the cold icey snow and i pick my head up with a pain in my heart but walk a different way to my new life !! moving on and letting you GO !!