I think I'm addicted... || + I'm fat.

I think I'm addicted to NyQuil. Is that possible? I know there's alcohol in it; I just don't know how much / if it's enough to be able to be legitimately addicted to it. (Dumb question, I'm sure.)

When I was in high school, I would take it when I desperately needed to sleep and couldn't. It was like a domino effect because, the night afterward, I wouldn't be able to sleep, either, so I'd take some more NyQuil. And it just kept happening. I stopped over the summer because I didn't need it. Then come senior year, I didn't care, either. But lately I've been taking it and now I take it without even really noticing. It's just a nightly routine, almost.

But the thing is, I barely get tired when I have it now. Before, after 30-45 minutes, I would be dead. Now, it's just habit.

I should talk to a doctor but I don't have the money to go. I blew it all on my tattoo.

Did you know that Starbucks java chip frappuccino ice cream is one thousand calories for just a pint? That's disgusting! It's coffee ice cream with dark chocolate chunks. It's 250 cal/serving with four servings. That's 200 less than what I eat in a day. And I just had an entire pint. I've been eating sh-t all day! I feel so fat.

Post-period munchies. BLAH.

Byebye. xo
September 19th, 2011 at 03:10am