Food.

Once again, I’m writing this journal to get things out my head rather than anything else.

Ever since starting these pills, I’ve lost all my appetite. Right now I’m forcing myself to have breakfast because I didn’t eat all yesterday. I’ve gone down to 6 stone (84lbs) which is very underweight for an 18 year old. I’m meant to be putting weight on though. These pills are meant to sort out my serotonin levels, but the cost is loosing more weight. Guess I just need to keep pushing myself. It isn't the fact that I want to stop eating, it's just I can't find anything I wanna eat. Even looking around the supermarket yesterday doing food shopping I couldn't find anything I wanted and spent 2hrs and ended up putting everything back.