letters to mom: letter 8

dear mom,
i had another breakdown today. it was towards my grandaddy. well your father. it just happened so fast. i told him about my stomach and he just starts yelling and all at once i couldnt take it anymore. i yelled back at him and i screamed to let me out of the car but he wouldnt do it. i love my grandad to death but at that point i knew he didnt care about me. no one does. i dont care about that chemical imbalance and diagnosis with depression crap, thats just how i feel. and till the day he dies i will never stop thinking that. i know it hurts for you to hear that its just how i feel. i love you mom.
September 27th, 2011 at 04:38am