Welcome to my insignificant life.

New year, new school, new people. I'm a sophmore who's transferred from public school to a prep school. Big difference right? For any of you who have been to both you can probably relate to this entry. It's the sixth week of school (yes I'm counting) and I already took a day off. It's exhausting. I wake up at 6:30 and school lets out at 3:15. I can't go home though, I have field hockey practice until 5:30, I usually don't get home until 6:30. Then I'm usually up until 11 doing my homework, and then I eat dinner. Everyday it's the same routine. Weekends are a tease. What use to be a time for fun, late nights and sleeping in, are now packed filled with games that are two hours away (which immediately eliminates sleeping in) and jam packed with homework. I constantly have bags under my eyes. I look deathly ill. I am suffering sleep deprivation. Five weeks. It took me five weeks to make friends. I know that may seem like a long time, but for me it's a big jump. You see I have anxiety, of people. I freak out and blush like crazy whenever I talk to them. I'm also extremely shy, espeacially when it comes to guys. It fucking sucks. I am fifteen years old, and I have never even hand my first kiss, or held a guy's hand, or even have a boyfriend. So like I said new year, new school, new people; of course there's a guy. Unfortunatley I am terrified to speak to him. I don't even know why. He's a person, it's not like he's going to bite my head off. I don't know why I am typing all of this out. I don't even care who reads it. I guess this is a little get to know me segment. I want to write stories, I don't know how good they'll be or how often I will post, but hopefully I will and my readers will like it. Welcome to my insignificant life.