Watch Me Bleed xx

Life sucks, man.

Seriously. It's horrible. I don't even know why I fucking try anymore. It's pretty pointless.
I think I've realized that I'm just meant to be alone. Every time I think I've got a friend, they go behind my back and fuck everything up. Or, they're there until they're happy and then they're gone. While I'm still here, torn apart and pretty much dying on the inside.

You'll pierce my lungs
My limbs go numb
As my colors fade out...

So, I'm hopelessly in love with this kid. The thing that sucks is that he's eighteen and has a girlfriend; I'm fourteen and, well, I've got nothing. And now that I'm on out-of-school suspension, I see him NEVER. Legit. It sucks. I miss him so bad right now. I just want a damn hug, okay?

You took everything
but it left you empty
You can't replace me
You can't...

I'm trying to find a reason for me not to commit suicide right now. Everything's been shot to Hell because of my "friend's" decision to rat me out for shit I never did. I just want to find a nice ditch to lay down in and die. That sounds most appealing right now.

You watch me bleed
You watch me bleed
You watch me bleed
You watch me bleed

Watch me bleed.