Here We Go Again.

So this is my FIRST year of high school! Yay me!

But is it bad that on the third day I bought pills?

I have no idea what they were.

Every time I take them I feel horrible. Absolutely horrible. Afterwards that is.

When I take them... I feel amazing. Actually... I don't feel anything. I go numb.

No pain. No remorse. No happiness. I'm just... numb.

Don't ask me why I take them. I don't know that myself.

Don't ask me what I take. I have no idea what my dealer gives me.

But whatever the hell it is... it's worth that $20.