A disease called sadness

I woke up this morning.
I want to go back to sleep but i need school for my edumacation (e_e)
I wait for my dad to start his car and i fight the urge to throw myself underneath a bus.
Simon is waiting for me at the gates.
he say's that it is an honour to be run over by a ferrari.

After a long, joyless day at school, I return and i go to sleep.
Isn't there more to life than this?!

This journal entry is too short, so please watch my tears of sadness.
enjoy... TT^TT
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.....*sigh*