I Guess That Makes Me Disappointment Number Two

I told them I want to stay in Texas.

My step-dad told me to have a nice life.

"Can we say screwed boys and girls?"

Sorry, a book quote is making me feel better. Alright, I don't feel bad yet, but I know that I will. I know that I'll feel the guilt because I didn't make the choice they wanted. It just doesn't seem fair. I stood up and made a choice and my step-dad can't see past his own opinion. Alright that is too harsh, but still...I just wish that maybe he could take the time to see that I might be right this time and that he's seeing through too narrow a tunnel to tell.

Or maybe I'm being the stupid one and I'll regret it. I don't know. I just wish that they could be happy with my choice and not think that I was mad at them or that I hated them.

I don't.

I don't want to punish them.

I just want to be happy and right now that place for me isn't in Montana.
October 4th, 2011 at 11:53am