An amazing junior year so far...but where has the time gone?

Gosh, I remember when I was a little girl, wishing upon shooting stars(yes I really did that), and praying for true love to finally come. Now here I am, 17 yrs old and in my junior year. the time has flown by so quickly I feel like I have to catch my breathe every once in awhile. Almost every night I find myself thinking about my life, and what I could or shoudn't have done. What might have happened if James(my real dad) never left my mom, and Brian( my new dad) wasn't there for us. What would have happened if I hadn't met my previous ex's, and who i would have met instead. would i still be the same? Would i be a totally different jaymi? Would i even be named Jaymi? yes, thses are my latest meditations of the previous weeks. Don't ask me how or why they popped into my head, however, some feed back would be peachy keen! lolZ