Lonely

I find myself wishing I could find someone to like me for me and not judge me on my weight or my looks. I'm 17 and have not had my first kiss. That is pathetic. I've never wanted more than to find someone. Someone to find something in me.
I'm too young to consider just giving up. That's why I read fanfiction so I can act like I have someone who cares. People have seen the happy me but they never see what's inside. NO ONE sees the girl that wants a boyfriend and hates being alone.
i am alone.
~christina