Let's all die and go rot in the ground?

I'm to the point in life where I'm just done.
Pills, cutting, crying just doesn't help anymore.
Life is nothing but a big area for us to sit in, try to make something good ourselves which will probably never happen for the most of us. Face it, we all suck in someway.
We all have faults that we hate.
You look in the mirror in the morning and notice something that you absolutely hate about yourself. You want to chop it off. You feel that everyone stares at it. Everyone talks about you because of it.
We all have that one moment in life that you wish you could take back because you are so ashamed of it.
We all have that one person in life that you wihs you could kill. You wish you could slit their goddam* throat and watch them bleed. Just watch the blood pour.
My life is FULL of these feelings.
Every second of every day.
Whenever I die, I will then be happy.
I will then be able to smile.
It's not like we're going to do anything. There is nothing after you die.
That Heaven and Hell bullsh*t is just dumb. Doesn't make sense.
So why don't we all just drop dead right now, and go rot in the ground.?