10-10-11

everything has been so messed up lately.

I have been diagnosed with an anxiety disorder, and its so stressful. I'm going to a psychiatrist soon. I have such irrational thoughts, I can't handle tough situations, I have extremely low self esteem.. everything is so draining. I tried to tell my friends, but only one of them has attempted to understand. but she doesn't get what I'm going through. I love that she's at least trying, but she just doesn't get it. everything has been awful lately.

everything has been REALLY awful lately.

every day i've come home from school either frustrated, angry, or upset. and everyone just passes it off as PMS

I just wish someone could relate.

((P.S. sorry for not writing in froever, guys. i'm working on it, i promise))