Venting

So once again I can't sleep as I lay here at the ceiling dwelling over the past again I let you in just to get played again and I know that it was my own stupidity but I really wish I could forget how good it felt to be in your arms oh I wish I could be again but then again I never win there truly is something wrong with me and no I am not emo or a downer but I feel like I'm never gonna find anything good again or I'm going to some how ruin it I am clingy and damn needy and I'm not afraid to admit that but what I want is someone who can look past that and everything else and just love me