Really?????

Sometimes life is soooo stressful.....

Let me start from the begining. Hi. My name is Janeene. I'm 18....enjoy acting, writing stories, and listening/writing music....

Oh, and I'm bi.

Or not.

See???? Stress #1. I have no mother friggin clue anymore! And soooo much moooore....I can't seem to decide anything.

Lately I've been thinking about my friend, Mariah. I miss her so much...

It's, like, almost 6 years since she's gone, and I still find it more than shocking.

Lately I've been talking about her A LOT. It just means I'm thinking about her more than usual. That's healthy, right?

What's not healthy are the thoughts running though my head...the dark, depressing thoughts that are driving me crazy...

Anyway....maybe this whole diary things not for me....

Janie out.