Life's A..

B*tch (:

Like seriously. It's one thing after another..
Gosh, just let me have some peace!!

So I have a fabulous boyfriend right?
Together almost 2 months now. (Cute!)
And before I said yes to being his girlfriend I went through the whole panicky stage.
Now for me, that's normal. Is it for other people?
To freak out about being with just one person, not that I'm like a whore or anything, and basically convince yourself that it won't work out and so why try?
Cause I did that ): but then I said yes anyway.
And now I'm extremely happy (:

Though now, instead of commitment issues, I have trust issues.
I had a melt down bout him meeting some chick on his class camp and getting with her. So two-timing/cheating on me. Now, he assured me that he wouldn't, but nooo, my stupid head decided that no matter what, he was going to find someone better, someone amazing.
This almost broke me. I felt so down. Don't know why. As it turns out, he didn't do anything. Well that I know of ):

But besides all this I am happy. Weird right?
So... Is this normal?

Oh and typical though, as soon as you find some amazing guy, all the rest come along D:

Anyway, this is a long enough rant (:

Cheerio!
:D xx