stress

hey, allow me to introduce myself, I'm James Clover and my life is complicated, I don't know what to do with myself lately, life's stressful because I'm not working and it's difficult to find work lately, I'm also worried about my looming doctors appointment to find out if I'm bipolar, but on the other hand I've finally met someone and she makes me happy, so life is a mixed bunch lately, not looking for feedback as such, just makes me feel better writing stuff down, I'll try and write more when I can but I'm honestly making up the word count now, lol