This sucks...

I'm not gay. Well, excluding the fact that I have a girlfriend.

I know, I know. That is gay.

But I'd like to think of it in a more, educational way, so to say. Like, I'm a major in straight with a minor in gay.

Get it?

But the thing is, no matter how much I like guys, I'm still watching Happy Days, wishing I could hold my girlfriend. It isn't fair. I've never even held her. I've never even touched her. What, fate gets to be a fucking tease to me? Honestly? That pisses me off immensely. I know, I know, I'm young and being dramatic or naive about the world and this happens to everyone. But screw that, I want to be mad.

I'd rather not talk about my sexuality with people I know. They won't get it, or worse, they'll be all weird about it. I mean, I'm not ashamed of it. I'm definitely not ashamed of Kimmy. I just don't want to go through all the shit that comes with it. I won't lie if someone asks me, but I won't come out and say it.

Is that bad?

Maybe.

POINTLESS JOURNAL.