Ouch.

Why do relationships have to be sohard? What happened to the good old days
when you dated people you liked and not to manipulate them or anything like that? When did it go from black and white to full on colour? When did all these other factors pop up that I suddenly have to consider? Why, just why?

How come I can't be happy like they were in the old age? Why are they so complicated? It doesn't make any sense. Everyone leaves me. No matter what, they leave. Its like there's something about me that makes them do it. I'm probably in capable of being loved. Wouldn't even be surprised if that was the case. Ha. I'd kind of be expecting it. It would make everything so much easier. Because then I'd know. I'd know why anyone wouldn't want me.

Yay.