10-24-11

Last night my boyfriend Shane was over. My mom left to go pick up my dad from the airport, and we were having a welcome home party for him. Shane isn't into facebook at all, and I've been asking him to get on and accept my relationship request for a while now, and I asked him to last night again, and he snapped and starting yelling at me about pestering him, and so I started to cry, and he went on to say that I was faking it, and what was my problem, and all that. So I went outside for a smoke, and decided to take a long walk. I walked a couple miles and cried for 2 hours.Then I went back, still upset, and he was out on the road looking for me. He kept saying he was sorry, and he didn't even know what he did, and that he didn't know he had hurt me, and so I said, "Didn't me crying give you a clue?" And we fought and fought and I ended up breaking up with him. During this my paretns drove up and I told them to leave us alone. After we fought a bit more I ran in the opposite direction, and fell over in the middle of my street, and started to cry and cry. My mom found me about 30 minutes later, and took me back home. My mom and dad left the room, and Shane came over and I apolgozied and started to cry again. This time he just held so close and told me it was okay, and just to let it out, and that he loves me and that he was really sorry and would do anything to make it up to me. And by this time it was 3 am so he just crashed on the couch, and when I woke up he was sitting there talking to my mom over coffee, and we spent the whole day together. (: