Maybe its not meant to be.

Your Smile.
I always talk about your smile and how it makes my day, but what if I was lying? What if I have been lying to everyone, but more importantly what if I was lying to myself? Your smile does bring me joy and happiness, but only for a minute or two. Once that smile on your face fades away, that's when I disappear. That smile of yours saved my life from the darkness of death.
My Heart.
There is this hole in my heart that I can not explain. I don't know how big or small it is, I only know that not even you can fill this hole. I have tried and tried to convince myself that this hole is gone, but I can no longer lie. You might have saved my life, but you might have not saved my heart.