Well today he like grabbed my hand while I was trying to do my Physics work. And for the first time, I decided to 'reciprocate my feelings' or whatever, and I tried grabbing his hand but.... I did it with my right hand and I accidentally stabbed him with my pencil.
Oh man, I'm feeling just super awkward typing that.
And then Francisco was all like 'You stabbed me with your pencil' and I was like 'Deal with it' even though I felt sorta bad, lol.
Why do things like this happen to me?! And then in that exact class, my teacher decided to use my name in an example and I felt like she said my name a million times (pronounced wrongly, may I add) and my ~anxiety or whatever kicked in and I started blushing like mad. I'm not trying to be funny or anything, but I seriously have bad blushing problems. There's a name for it, but it has slipped my mind completely. Anyway, my teacher kept talking and I almost started sweating, my stomach was doing flips, and I could feel my face burning. Just because she said my name in an example; why would this make me feel like that? Then when she paused for like a second, I heard some kid say 'red like a tomato' and then I got worried because what if he was talking about me?
I'm just not cut out for social interactions sometimes. =/ I dunno.