Were so complicated, in ways I didn't think possible.

Soooooo....

There is this guy. We've known each other from my freshman year of high school, currently a senior (Oh yeah!). And he was a sophomore then, so he is now a freshman in college. But all this was through something called...FACEBOOK. LOL ^,^

We talked like all the time, you could say we became very close friends. We became friends because he used to go the school I used too. Basically, we knew the same people. He later told me that he was dating a friend of mine. I was happy for both of them. Surprised, but happy for them. He was currently staying in Ethiopia and I was in the United States.

But this summer I got to go to Ethiopia to visit! So we actually got to meet up in person :) For two days we hung out. And man was he cuter in person. There I think I sorta started to have a teeny crush on him. Later thoughout the year my crazy cousin made me tell him I had a crush on him through facebook. He was shocked. But after like two weeks he told me he also started to have feelings for me...

But now were so complicated because were in two different, not to mention faaar countries away from each other. I left Ethiopia and now he went back to Turkey. Oh yeah, forgot to tell ya, he's Turkish ;) it saddens me that we can't be together. The time differences are hectic. Too hard to balance. I feel like the more were apart...the more were slowly growing apart from each other. I mean he's in college now were there are girls, girls, girls everywhere. So anything can happen you know? But it's just too hard to let go. Maybe we shouldn't have let this on in the first place. We both know its not working out. But he has alot of feelings for me. Even more that I have for him. During our little "thing" I didn't really react to all the sweet words he used to say to me. I was kind of shy and I sorta pushed him away. But now i regret it. But what to do, what to do now :(

Advice, anyone? Cuz it's much needed.