Random update

So, it turns out that one of the girls, the on I wanted to be with most secretly, has a boyfriend. I'm not sure, but that's what it seems like. Yeah yeah, I know. I have no reason to be upset, but I am. I really like/liked her. Oh well, she's happy I think. I think she likes him a lot. That's all the matters to me. It doesn't have to be by me, as long as she is.I still don't know for sure, and I won't ask because it's rude and would send the wrong message. Time to move on by my usual means. Cry, sleep and cry some more. Haha, kidding... kinda.