I just feel like ending it....all of it.

All of the drama, my current relationship, friendships, all of it.

I'm not trying to get 'attention' or whatever, I'm seriously hurting right now.

My relationship is starting to fall apart (more or less my fault)

I'm loosing one of my best friends.

I already lost a friend on Monday to suicide, and wasn't able to make the funeral...</3

My great aunt died last night,

I just feel like cutting again. I'm trying my best to fight against it, but its all going down hill.

I wish I was close to my parents so I could talk to them, but my dad doesn't even live with me, and my mom feels more like a stranger than ever.

I just....I don't know right now.