Suffering from depression.

The truth.
Suffering from depression has changed my life. The feeling of hopelessness, guilt, and pain run through my veins. The thoughts of why am I still here?, whats the point?, and why does it matter? race through my mind every minute. A million tears leave my eyes every hour of every day. Im starting wonder if I'll every get better, I'm starting to look at myself as if I don't exist. 

Everyday I'll look into my mirror and thinkWho is this girl? I have not found my answer, and I honestly don't know if I ever will. I'll look into that mirror and tug at my skin, I'll look into my eyes searching for answers. No matter how hard I look into this mirror it seems to show nothing.