Hormone Vomit

My week is coming, It's almost here, know how I know this? I'm upset about everything... old pictures of good times make me cry, and seeing your picture on facebook with other girls makes me really sad, and jealous.... how i wish I was there with you.. and hoping you haven't moved on from me, but at the same time wishing you had.
You pop into my mind from time to time, and I hate it... I miss you, and the memories... I wish I could travel back in time just to re-live them. I wish nothing had to change, even if it was "for the better." Yes I still have our pictures from high school (shyface).
I hold onto the past....
I hold on so tight because they were the best days of my life.
but I know these feelings will pass... but knowing that only makes me wish I could remember better.
My worst fear has already came and gone... to forget... the feelings you gave me. and here I am crying again... I'm pretty pathetic aren't I...